Ppd and pcos

Hey ladies. I have a question..I have pcos and lost my baby due to IC last April. My question is, have any of you lost your baby and suffered anxiety and depression afterwards due to your hormones just going out of wack? I've been to the ER atleast 5 times a month in the past year thinking that something is wrong and it's always anxiety, not exaggerating smh. I've literally had every organ in my body tested and every test done and nothing comes back, I'm as healthy as can be but I think losing her send my pcos in overdrive and was wondering have anybody ever delt with this and at some point felt normal again? The only thing that was a bit abnormal was my thyroid and it's on the lower in now but they don't think it needs to be treated. I'm convinced that my issues are hormonal related and we got the okay to try again (I start clomid on Monday) but idk if it will be worse or better..like being pregnant will reset everything mentally..idk..don't think I'm crazy lol I'm just against all the depression and anxiety meds and yes I've tried them, it just feels like a bandaid over my problems.