I don’t have anyone to talk to...

My boyfriend & I lost our son at 24 weeks in September. He left the first week of October and we have been talking & seeing each other since during our “separation.” He now wants to not talk or see me for a while because he feels guilt and sad and feels he needs to get his head on straight. I don’t talk to anyone anymore, it’s hard to even be around family. He was my person, the only one I could really talk to. And now I can’t even talk to him. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t have any friends anymore. I feel so alone & I don’t know how to do this.