Last month, I took a pregnancy test and got my. Four days later I started to have a miscarriage. I was so lost and sad didn't know what to do. So I did what I only knew how and that was pray. Yes I was frustrated but never faithless. So following the next month didn't even think I would ovulate because I didn't get my new set of femara so I just knew I was out. However I start getting the sgins I was going to ovulate. So I start testing and surprisingly I ovulated on my own. At that moment I told God I wanna be ready for whatever test you bring my way. I asked that he allow me to lean on his understanding and not my own. Fast forward I had been having so many symptoms so I decided to test. Never would have thought I would get another BFP a second month in a row. I swear only thing I did different this month was stop my tea,fertility meds, no lube. It was just us and our love for one another and most importantly God was in control. It's crazy how the time you least try the hardest is when it happens. This was all God no science. Not to mention my 31st birthday

tomorrow so what a great gift and I'm a first time mommy. I suffer from endometriosis, left tube blocked and I'm also a type 2 diabetic. God is listening to all of us and he has his hand on us all. Happy birthday to me. My heart is so full right now.