Would this be weird? (Possible trigger warning)

A little backstory: I started an Etsy shop last year. I'm so bad at coming up with names for stuff like that, so I just used the first thing that came to mind (which seems kind if generic and bland).

I'm wanting to change the name of my shop and complete rebrand. I'm wanting to choose a name that means something to me. I opened my shop partially as a distraction from infertility.

This is where I need your input: I'm thinking about combining my "infertility symbol" (like how a lot of women are crazy about pineapples during infertility, I have a different symbol). Combining that, along with the name we gave our angel baby. No one knows that we had a miscarriage or even that we have been struggling with infertility for almost 5 years. The name we gave our baby is also a name of a plant, so it wouldn't be obvious. When we do have our rainbow baby, we plan on opening up to everyone anyways.

Would that be weird though? To use our angel baby's name? I don't even know how to bring it up to my husband and get his thoughts. He knows I want to change my business name, but he doesn't know I want to use our baby's name.