Induction fear!

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Ugh I guess I’m just looking for some words of encouragement from other mamas. I was induced with my first at 41+6. It was fast and fine but my god if that wasn’t the most painful experience ever. My second was due on the 15th and I was PRAYING HOPING WISHING that she would come on her own but my induction date is tomorrow (41 weeks) with the foley bulb and Tuesday with Pitocin/ hospital check-in and I have so much anxiety over this. It’s how I got induced with my first so I wasn’t expecting this much fear as I had done it once before and know better to get the epidural right away when Pitocin comes into play. But I’m freaking

Everyone kept telling me she’d come on her own and earlier because I got pregnant close together (5 months PP) and she is my second. But I guess my babes just hang in there.