Okay so I found out i was Pregnant the week after Valentines day! Now listen and don’t judge!

Valentines weekend got a little wild with my long term boyfriend/ now baby daddy. We got a hotel room out of town with a jacuzzi and fireplace in the room, got a bottle of wine, and took some MDMA for our “yearly connection”. (We aren’t crazy drug addicts we do this every valentines day if we are struggling. This is how we stay out of therapy and get in the same level. It was used in the 70’s to aid in couples therapy. MDMA alleviates fear, which allows individuals to access parts of their minds they might normally suppress. When you feel safe being vulnerable with your partner the potential for healing and growth becomes possible.)

The Tuesday we got home i was worried because my period had yet to start and i took a pregnancy test. Boom. Big blue +. Now i did not conceive valentines weekend. I was already pregnant and diddnt know when I indulged over the weekend.

my question to you is, do you think this early on it had any bad effects? Did i permanently do damage with my unknowing ignorance?

Im going to confide in my doctor about my worries of course but i was wondering if any of you have similar scary beginnings with their pregnancy?