Guilty mama feelings

So I’m a only child I was always alone when I got married I was always looking for ways to be alone when I could now with a baby I feel like I don’t have any time For myself so when she goes to sleep for the night I have two hours to myself but if she wakes up I get so upset that I’ll have less time I just felt guilty and selfish about it I was wondering if anyone felt

The same however I always wanted my baby since I was a baby myself and i got my dream she’s so special 😘 and such a amazing blessing