First sorry for the long rambling post.....

I am not sure if I should post this on here because I know how hard it is to hear someone else's joy when you constantly are feeling slapped in the face with disappointment. Yet I am hope that my story will give someone the courage to keep trying or at least know there is hope.

So I have never had regular periods in my life in fact there were a few year when I only had maybe a total of 3 the entire year. I was told when I was younger that I had PCOS and that my ovaries had so many on my ovaries they looked like "chocolate chip cookies." I shit you not the doctors exact words who says that. Anyway I was also told I would most likely need medical intervention to get pregnant.

So I have been with my husband for 15 years we have never used any protection and had never ever even thought I might be pregnant let alone a positive test. About a year ago I found macca root which is supposed to help regulate your period and help sometimes restart your reproductive system. So I used and started getting my period like clock work which has never happened before. Fast forward a year and six months and my periods stops again. I thought crap back to my same weird body crap.

My husband finally started coming to terms it might be in our cards to have a child together. There is no way we could ever afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. So I took a deep breath and told I would be okay with not having a child... it was total bullshit but I stopped beating myself up on the outside to others and eventually I got better about doing it my head. About a month after I stopped beating myself up mentally I found out I was pregnant!

I guess what I want to tell you is that I can happen even after 15 years of disappointment, stress and all those tears. You are strong and brave! I think we are a hell of alot stronger than those bitches that get pregnant just by looking at a man! Hang in there dont blame yourself and try Macca powder if you haven't yet!

This is my miracle and I hope and pray each of you gets yours!