Just want to be done .. *Rant

This is probably the most fucked up thing to say but at this point I just want to be a single parent again, I’m so tired of my BD 🤦🏽‍♀️ like I love him but the childishness , the dumb shit is just becoming to much. I’m almost 3 mo. Pregnant have no job, shut down do to Covid. However, unemployment helps slightly and he has a full time making 18hr and still some how never has money when bills are due , I’m sick of the shit fr. ..