I quit birth control back in the first November (Nuvaring). I had a a regular period that month. And since then I haven’t had one. And then this week something weird happened. I felt like I did when I got pregnant with my son 3 years ago. It felt like period cramps and gas pains mixed together and super uncomfortable like unable to walk until I laid down and rested for an hour. I thought oh maybe it’s just a bad period since it’s been so long. 3 days later, still no period. Lots of heavy thick creamy cm, constipation, back pain. And I want this to be pregnancy, I want to test and see two lines or a positive sign....I just don’t want to test. The disappointment if it’s negative would be so overwhelming. We really want this😞

Just needed to type that out and get it off my chest.