This is hard

4 months after we got married I found out I was pregnant which was a shock to me because I have PCOS and insulin resistance. It was the best 9 weeks until I miscarried. We were told it might be mismatched chromosomes and we had to do tests. Turns out I have a clotting problem which is genetic (thanks to BOTH my parents). However, this did not stop us from trying again. It’s been almost 2 months and I’m feeling sad, frustrated, and worried. I keep thinking that maybe it’s not going to happen again for us especially that I don’t know when I ovulate and obviously I can’t use ovulation sticks. It feels hard and almost impossible/unachievable. The hardest part is that almost every woman I know gets easily pregnant. What we want most is a family and I know it takes patience but I don’t know if it will happen for us. 💔