Today I lost my virginity but it happened so fast I wasn’t wet or aroused enough we weren’t kissing or anything but when he stuck it in I couldn’t feel nothing at all the whole time but some parts it hurts so bad .. I’m depressed because I feel like something is wrong with me .. he is big so I don’t know why I didn’t feel any pleasure .. & when I got home I was bleeding slightly and a brown piece of tissue came out ...