I guess I just need to rant. I'm 11 weeks, completely unexpected. I work part time as a cashier and only completed my first semester of college. I was about to start the second semester but found out I was pregnant the day before and the shock of it all just made college the least of my concerns. I hope to go back when baby is born. I don't have a car or licence. My boyfriend does but he's not too reliable. I've just got a learner's permit, I definitely won't pass the test yet. I need more driving lessons. Still living with my parents. My parents can help out with baby stuff ect. Bf isn't working but keeps saying he will go back to work soon. I've somehow meant to get my shit together in the next 6 months but most days I can't even get out of bed because of depression and morning sickness. Ugh I'm just so done. It all seems impossible, I feel like I'll be a bad mother. I feel like I'm having a child to the wrong man, he isn't the one. He isn't a bad person, we just don't connect too well. I guess I didn't get an abortion for selfish reasons, I got attached to this unborn child early. I was on the pill but it failed. Please no mean comments, I guess I'm just so confused