4 babies in heaven ๐Ÿ’”

Lindsey โ€ข Angel baby 7/23/2019๐ŸŒž๐Ÿถ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿป Ectopic loss 11/5/2020 ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ’” Twin babies lost 2/24/2021 ๐Ÿ’” Miracle baby girl ๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒˆ due 6/6/2022 Dog momma to 3 lab babies - Dakota, Tucker, Paisley. Goat mom. Chicken mom.

I just donโ€™t understand. I made it almost 10 weeks with twins this time. And they have no idea what happened. Sent them off for testing and having a recurrent loss panel but how do I have 4 babies in heaven and none here with me. My heart is so heavy.