4 babies in heaven 💔

Lindsey • Thu, Feb 25 • Angel baby 7/23/2019🌞🐶👶🏻 Ectopic loss 11/5/2020 🌈💔 Twin babies lost 2/24/2021 💔 Miracle baby girl 🎀🌈 due 6/6/2022 Dog momma to 3 lab babies - Dakota, Tucker, Paisley. Goat mom. Chicken mom.

I just don’t understand. I made it almost 10 weeks with twins this time. And they have no idea what happened. Sent them off for testing and having a recurrent loss panel but how do I have 4 babies in heaven and none here with me. My heart is so heavy.