Mental abuse. I’m free

I have been in a mentally abuse I’ve relationship for over 3 years. He is always telling me I’m doing something wrong, cheating on him, and not doing enough when I am giving my all. I ended up pregnant then miscarried. After that he just became even worse then when I got pregnant again he promised to be better and my stupid ass had listened. I had a horrible pregnancy was forced to have sex. Ended up giving birth at 28 weeks because his sexual needs outweighed my pain ie. contractions. Of course this is my first child so I don’t know what contractions feel like. He was nice to me for 2 weeks and went right back to beating mean and demeaning to me telling me how little I do. He would try to break up with me every weekend and I would beg as I am doing everything in my power to take care of the house, work from home while caring for a newborn and meeting all his needs. But nothing was ever good enough. And finally he broke up with me and I agreed. I went straight over to my mothers house and the next day my whole family went into the apartment and cleared everything that is mine. I think he is still in shock. And so am I honestly. But literally within hours of being away from him I have gained my confidence back and the will to do everything I’ve been dragging for months(I haven’t been taking care of myself). I actually have support and am surrounded by people who love me unconditionally and am genuinely happy. He had been thinking I’d been cheating for over 2 of the years. Why I stayed with him I could not tell you. But the feeling of not having cameras on me and not being tracked and not being questioned all day is the absolute best and I cannot believe I stayed with him as long as I did. Me and my 4 month old are going to do great and be great.