There’s a lot of repetitive bad stuff that happens in my life and sometimes it really really affects me

My boyfriend used to be so good about comforting me and making me feel safe in my situation but now he tells me I complain too much and that it’s annoying

Idk if anyone has been in this situation before but he’s really the only person I go to. Like I don’t have a big supportive friend group or even a best friend because after I switched schools we got distanced, and I didn’t connect with anyone at the new school.

It’s just to the point where I’m more comfortable now bottling things up and keeping to myself than going to him, and I feel like that’s wrong.

Tips?