Anyone else having a hard time feeling “attached” to their pregnancy ?

Ma

This is my third baby. I got pregnant in August and had a miscarriage in October. I got pregnant again within two weeks. Since then I’ve had a hard time feeling good. I’m irritable, my body aches and personally I am tired of being pregnant. I’ve learn I am having another baby girl (was hoping for a boy), I have a name picked out and I still can’t find the joy in this pregnancy. I fell in deep depression after my miscarriage and I planned for this baby. I am feeling guilty for hating my pregnancy. I am not sure if this is because of my miscarriage, hormones, or just my depressive issues I struggle with.

But is this normal? I hope I am not alone.