Feeling down

I am working two jobs to keep mtself busy from whats really going on. My boyfriend and i are no longer together and we do not speak because i decided to keep the baby. These past weeks have been hard for me. I have no support whats so ever. I never exspected my first pregnancy to be this way. I didnt make this baby on my own, yet he tells me he will never forgive me for keeping it. Everytime i feel a burst of happiness about my baby, i am reminded that he "will never forgive me". This is not what i wanted for myself or my baby. I dont know what to do anymore...