I’m so incredible blessed to have had my rainbow baby girl on February 16th induced due to GD at 39 weeks. I feel ashamed to feel this way. Lately I’ve been feeling so down and emotional I miss my pregnant belly feeling her kicks and just being there with me wherever I go knowing she’s safe inside. Going to my ob appointments and taking weekly pics. Maybe since this is my last baby I’m going to miss this chapter. Today I went to the store to buy food and baby was crying the whole time I can’t but feel like I’m not a good mom. I also haven’t been sleeping good so I’ve been feeling tired. I’ve been getting 5 hours of sleep. My husband had to go back to work within a week. On top of all that I’m having milk supply issues so I’m also supplementing with formula. I really wanted to breastfeed this time around but it’s taking a toll on me. I know fed is but everyone keeps saying that I shouldn’t give up on it.