I had my first child December 9,I honestly went through a very depressing pregnancy.I haven’t worked since 23wks pregnant and honestly since my baby has come home it’s been amazing I love her immensely but, I can’t seem to brush off depression.

I love my baby’s father but I just can’t seem to be satisfied with him he told me to stay home and not work due to my occupation as a welder so I did I’ve been home since.

my babe will be approaching 3 moths soon and I just feel like I want to get back to work to make my own money he doesn’t really give me money to spend unless I ask and honestly I’m tiered of being the house maid,I want to be home with my baby and raise her I don’t want anyone else too but I’m just sick of having no money and being the house maid because I stay home I clean up after everyone it feels like and cook for everyone I just want to take care of my child and not everyone else I do it because I want to cook for others at times but it bites me in the ass because I do it constantly now..no one ever throws me a bone😔

I live with my mom,brother,sister her baby and husband,and my baby and S/O...

I have regrets I wish I would of stayed working so I could have a place for just me and her. I love my man but it’s like having a child on top of the fact that he doesn’t really give me the things I need such as shoes. I’ve been needing since pregnancy I basically walk around with big work boots or sandals because my feet grew since pregnancy.

I’m not poor but I don’t want to ask,I know I should but he procrastinates a lot so it’s like beating a dead horse.

I wish I had my own money but at the same time I want to take care of my daughter I just did my taxes and I’m gonna sit on it till I figure out what to do.

open to advice I don’t have friends and I don’t talk to anyone my baby is my best friend and she can’t talk yet I need to get my shit right I don’t want her to know me this way...

I’ve also been trying to work out but the more I do the more I want brownies 🥺 i need help I wish I had wings to fly away just me and my baby on my wings..