My appearance is starting to take a toll on me.

I was never skinny, but people were much nicer to me when I wasn’t this big. It’s hard to find cute clothes. I stick to the same few outfits so I have no style, just comfort. I’m not as social or outgoing as I used to be.

When you gain weight, no one compliments you anymore. They just look at you as lazy because you let yourself go.

It’s hard looking at my wedding photos and only liking one photo out of 100 because my stomach, arms, or face looks too big.

It sucks having stretch marks across my body that will be there forever because they are soo deep and red

It’s my own fault and this was preventable and that sucks. It’s in my control. I’ll make a small change, won’t notice a difference and will get discouraged. It’s a never ending circle.

People used to call me fat when I was at my lowest weight. Even my parents. I can’t even imagine what they say about me now, 6 pant sizes larger 😭