Anxious

I’m 5 weeks 1 day today and just found out that my co-worker, who found out she was pregnant exactly one month before me, went to her ultrasound today and found an empty sac. I’ve been trying to stay positive this whole time because even though it took a year to get those two lines, the fear and worry didn’t stop there. Now, I’m trying to convince myself that just because this horrible thing happened to her, doesn’t mean it will happen to me. Being there for her while being anxious for myself these next few weeks will be very difficult. (She doesn’t know I’m pregnant). We just told our families last night, and I was feeling so positive, now, I’m feeling so anxious!