Usage

I (16) feel like BC will mess up my natural hormone production and it will cause me to act differently. I know a lot of girls my age and even younger that take it and my high school even gives it out for free along with many other contraceptives. I am used to using sex toys (8in with suction cup) and I don’t know if I should ever take it but I want to when I turn 18/19 to start actually talking to guys again... When should I start taking? Should I not ever? Can someone please respond that takes this... ty <3