Hard on Myself

So I work at a hotel and been working there for like a month or two. I always critique myself in my head and be like not sure just overwhelmed. I have been doing good but this is like my first hotel job ever. I know everyone makes mistakes but I constantly dwell on those mistakes and bash myself. I feel so embarrassed like yesterday my phone went off and I have this ringtone which was like that’s my best friend, big ole booty and I instantly tried to shut it off which it did.

I was in a hurry that I forgot to turn my ringer off. I feel so embarrassed and I know my manager is going to say something to me. I keep thinking on the situation and been worried since yesterday. I’m worried that I might get a bad review or be on the verge of being fired but my manager said she don’t care and it wasn’t no issue at all. She really understood.m, I just kept explaining myself over and over again. I have a habit of doing that when I am nervous. But I just know people who come in and they be looking all crazy and stuff, especially looking so mad and wanting to complain.