Hard on Myself

So I work at a hotel and been working there for like a month or two. I always critique myself in my head and be like not sure just overwhelmed. I have been doing good but this is like my first hotel job ever. I know everyone makes mistakes but I constantly dwell on those mistakes and bash myself. I feel so embarrassed like yesterday my phone went off and I have this ringtone which was like that’s my best friend, big ole booty and I instantly tried to shut it off which it did.

I was in a hurry that I forgot to turn my ringer off. I feel so embarrassed and I know my manager is going to say something to me. I keep thinking on the situation and been worried since yesterday. I’m worried that I might get a bad review or be on the verge of being fired but my manager said she don’t care and it wasn’t no issue at all. She really understood.m, I just kept explaining myself over and over again. I have a habit of doing that when I am nervous. But I just know people who come in and they be looking all crazy and stuff, especially looking so mad and wanting to complain.

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Let it go. I just brewed an entire batch of coffee outside the urn and it went all over the counters during peak. Had to clean it all up whilst still doing my job. Nobody gives a fuck. Literally nobody. We’ve had people drop entire milk jugs that explode on the ground. I’ve accidentally given someone their entire order for free (It acted like it went through and then It didn’t). I gave myself a concussion and got written up for missing work. And your manager said herself that it’s not a big deal. You will never grow as a person by doing what you’re doing. Take it as a lesson to turn your phone off and there. You’ve learned and grew as a person.