Finding confidence when you're overweight


I'm 19 I'm young I'm going and everybody seems to love me for me which is cool and I enjoy that but when it comes to me in my relationship with my man, I can be very awkward and shy. I cover my body I don't like to show much around him I very bad. Low self esteem when it comes to my body . its hard when I come from a relationship that was verbally,

Mentally and physically abusive

And I'm trying to get over it what should I do to help me boost my confidence and showI do love him