I’m holding on to him and our good times cuz I won’t lie and say it was all bad because we had some amazing times.

And I think it’s them good times I’m holding on to and can’t let go.

I finally got out my abusive relationship 10 mins ago, packed up and left.

We were together for 5 years.

Does anyone have any ideas to help me get through it.

Another problem is I think I have become pregnant.

My boyfriend would give me my birth control pills and would keep saying he wanted a baby every time he “gave me the pills”,

I think he switched them told me they were my pills and got me pregnant, but I will not be getting rid of the baby if I am.