Baby hungry when unable? How to cope?

I’m currently on medication where I can not get pregnant. I have a rare issue. I am so insanely baby hungry and everyone around me is having babies. Both my sister in laws 3 of my 4 best friends ( my other one has a newborn )

My husband and I had planned 2021 to be our year, but, due to treatments I can’t.

I’ve been pouring myself into everything else, but, it’s not helping. It’s not a bad ache it’s just overwhelming at times and I just want to enjoy where I am right now.

Any tips? Other than “just enjoy where you are.” Ok I am. How? Do you set goals? Like I will get to buy one baby onsie in 4 months? I can add one item to a baby registry once a month. Do things like that help? Or make it worse?

Ultimately another baby is going to end up in this house. The waiting is the hard part. What eases that waiting period? Anything or do I just have to flick myself with a rubberband! 🥺