My “man” started ghosting me 3 days ago, then yesterday I rang him asking for my stuff he answered he was with another girl claiming i never wanted him but yet I was the constantly trying where as he was ignoring me.

I know I should let him go and move on but I really don’t know how. The past 3 days i tried not to let it bother me but then I woke yesterday after having a dream so I rang him and it was true.

Idk my heart hurts, I can’t cry because my family will see, I feel like I want to cry but he doesn’t deserve me to cry. I feel like I’m going to explode from the inside out words I can feel it.

3 years down the drain. Thus man has abused me controlled me tried to kill me and here I am upset over him. He doesn’t deserve me, I don’t know why I stook with him I should’ve got out when I had the chance but he told me he’d kill himself. Now I’m sat here with aching heart tears in my eyes and a fake smile. How am I meant to get over that? I really loved this man.