I’ve been TTC for 2 years now and wanted nothing but to see those 2 lines pop up...

2021 comes around, my period has been absent for a week so I test and I finally get a blazing positive this morning. I additionally went to a clinic this morning to confirm and sure enough I’m 5 weeks and a few days.

Problem is because of the repeated negatives, I gave up & just thought that I was infertile. But why am I not excited?... At all. I mean what’s wrong with me? This is something that I’ve always wanted 😔😔 I haven’t told anyone yet but needed to get that off my chest... Thanks 🙏🏽