I feel like someone up above just wants my pregnancy journey to be miserable. I’ve never wanted anything more as an adult than to be a mom. I had an ectopic 10 years ago. Found out about 4 years ago my only tube I have left is blocked. Finally went to see a fertility doctor last month because we are ready for the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> journey. My doctor asked that I call the first 3 days of my period to come in for testing. Now, I have a very normal period. Clockwork. You’d think I was on BC pills. Now I’m 5 days late. I thought no way but even took a pregnancy test, obviously negative. What a mood and hope killer. A small part of me hoped and prayed that i had a little miracle. Nope. It’s like someone is messing with me. I just feel hopeless and questioning if something or someone is trying to tell me not to get pregnant. Sorry y’all, I just needed to rant because I’m just so sad right now.