I am 18 years old and I’ve lived with my mom all my life. Since the 7th grade she’s made me feel like a burden and I serve her no purpose in life. Today started as a good day for me as I finally got a job after losing my previous one, I got to spend some time with my dad and I finally started an assignment I’ve been procrastinating on. While on the phone with my dad she barges into my room looking for some acne cream she preaches that I took and begins to pull everything out of my desk drawers and throw it. I try to stop her but there’s only so much I could do before it got physical.

She opened my makeup bag and went through my underwear drawer to see if I was hiding it or something when I clearly didn’t have it. As any regular teenager I get agitated when my stuff gets touched and thrown around, but even more so when I’m being accused for something I didn’t do. She then goes on to say that I’m ungrateful and I’m always taking her stuff and she has a right to go through my stuff as she’s my mom. She then says that she can’t wait till I’m disconnected from her as she doesn’t want anything to do with me and I should be an adult and be alone.

I was having such a good day but I feel like I can never be happy for no more than two seconds. I can’t move out cause I have no money but she’s preached that she can’t wait until I leave the house as she’s sick of me being in her presence.

Posting this as an outlet.