I feel afraid, not feeling safe...

Am 30 years old, all my friends got married, some had babies already... and today another friend got married..

Am happy for them from my heart.. the thing is I started to feel that am getting old.. am afraid that I will never get married..

And am trying to heal myself after my narcissist ex discarded me for no reason... he discarded me before 9 months but I still feel pain...

Don’t know I feel my world is not moving...

Tired... with broken heart...