So I went for my weekly NST, this is only my second one after having to come in for one last week due to contractions. I’ve been here for 4 hours now. I’ve had contractions the entire time, I haven’t felt many of them. I was surprised when they told me I was having them. I’ve already had two ultrasounds and they’ve examined me. There were some worries that his HR was dipping and they were worried about the fluid around him but it ended up being perfect. But still here actively contracting so they decided to give me a shot to strengthen his lungs incase he decides to arrive earlier than expected. Adding this to the anxieties of also being a FTM 😩 I just want my little guy to stay in for a couple more weeks 🙏🏼