I lost my 8 week baby in sept and named that baby Lilly. Then I had a chemical

Pregnancy in November and was calling that one Journey. Now I am getting lines again so fingers crossed. My nickname for this one is Aleks since I like Aleks syntek an amazing singer. I am going to take such good care of this one at all costs. My job didn’t respect Lilly very much and I lost her so I am going straight to my OBGYN to get a doctors note this time so they know that I’m not messing around. I am usually high risk and cannot lift more than 10 lbs until I get my cerclage so they have got to get that doctors note and respect this time.