Need help any advice?

Hello, Ladies, 25 year old I have a 7year old stepson I’ve been knowing since he was three years old and we’ve gotten closer since then but my hubby and I been knowing each other since we were 4 years. Met back up in 2016. we started dating in 2017 and married 2020. My stepson is with us every other weekend leading until the week . My hubby was previously married to his mother, no problems there. The issue is we’ve. been TTC almost a year and I feel like it’s tearing our relationship apart (I have PCOS) it’s hard and I want to give him a child. It’s hard to see him with his son sometimes knowing he was able to conceive with another woman. I’ve been taking hormones by my DR and they’ve gotten me so emotional since September 2020 that it’s all I think about . Having a child of our own to share with him and it’s because I love my hubby so much. How do I cope and continue with assistance with PCOS(we are going to be doing

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>

process soon)to have a child and not mess up our first year of marriage.