I feel like talking to someone about how I’m feeling.

I should be 9dpo today based off a positive opk on Feb 26th. I don’t have any pregnancy tests in the house thankfully lol. Every month I test around now, usually on the cheap Amazon tests. And always see indent lines and it makes me think “maybe it’ll get darker” but it never gets darker.

I do plan on testing on Thursday or Friday around 12-13dpo and I am just praying for a clear line. This is our 7th month trying and I honestly have no hope that it’ll be positive. It feels impossible at this point. Like I’ll never get pregnant again. Maybe that’s a little dramatic but that’s how I’m starting to feel now.

I have 1 daughter currently but this would be my 3rd pregnancy. I am so thankful to have her. And life with her is wonderful. I just would love to give her a sibling to play with. She’d be such a good big sister.

I’ve been symptom spotting.

A migraine started today, which is normal for me a few days before af

I have been feeling nauseous but I think it’s from anxiety more than pregnancy related.

Also my boobs are so sore, they hurt more than they normally do before af.

All these are pretty normal for me though, and it makes me feel like I’ll definitely start my period this weekend 😓