AF just needs to turn up now and put me out my misery, £30 on pregnancy tests, a whole lot of thought and stressing and I'm just done this month. Never felt so deflated 😒 Does anybody else find it affects their day to day moods? I'm turning into a crazy lady, getting so easily irritated, constant thoughts and what ifs, should I buy another test maybe it could just be wrong, maybe OV date could be wrong, downloads another app, googling ridiculous things TTC related, getting so snappy with my partner. The urge to have a baby is consuming me and I don't know how to switch off, although at this point I really think I want too. Been trying for 6 months after loosing our 7 week old daughter and just feel like the more months pass the more pain and heartbreak I'm putting myself through despite wanting nothing more. How do you guys cope?? Any advice??