Being promiscuous got me pregnant

I know I do have some underlying issues involving sex, intimacy And love. I was being young and dumb and ended up sleeping with too many men in a short time. 4 to be exact. Out of the 4, 2 were unprotected and now I’m debating on whose the father. I feel so dumb, so lonely, I’ve always wanted kids and whenever I see babies I’m instantly enamored but now that I’m actually pregnant it feels so scary, to know that I’ll have to push out a strangers baby is the most terrifying feeling in the world. I’m not choosing abortion or adoption, I’ve decided I’m going to live up to my consequences and take care of my baby — no matter what the circumstances are. I just needed somewhere to vent. I feel so alone.