I feel..different..?

My husband and I found out not too long ago that we are expecting #2. My last pregnancy, I was SO excited, and announced when I found out. My first pregnancy was like a constant celebration for me. I was so confident and felt beautiful from day 1. But this time, I feel 🤮 I haven’t even said anything to anyone about being pregnant, and it’s already been so much different than my last pregnancy. I don’t feel as connected (for lack of a better term) as I did to finding out about my first. I think I’ll feel that better connection when I have my first ultrasound, but in comparison to my first pregnancy, I just wanna crawl under a rock 😭 Anyone else feel mentally different when expecting another after your first?

Also, side note, yes this was an intentional pregnancy 🙂