Abort my baby?

My husband and I lost a baby in 2019. We had to do

fertility drugs

to get our now six month old baby. I am pregnant again, but we are NOT ready or financially capable for a second baby. I had just gone in for birth control after waiting six months for the soonest opening to see my doctor. I don't know what to do! The pregnancy might be ectopic, but if it's not, niether of us really wants anothet baby right now. I feel like the worst. I don't believe in aborting a healthy pregnancy between happy couples and here I am considering it. I feel like I am the worst person on the planet. I don't know what to do!

EDIT: For a bit of context, my whole pregnancy was life and death. I fought the entire time to keep myself and my 6 month old alive. There is a huge chance it would be the same with this one. I am not mentally ready. Niether of us are. It was hard for the both of us.