Just found out I'm about 7weeks pregnant.

My husband literally had a vasectomy a week ago and we already have 5yr old, 2yr old (with autism) and a 9month old.

Since my latest has been born I've been really struggling mentally as the 2 younger kids are all quite hard work.

We had been ridiculously careful and are in total shock I'm pregnant again..

I've never been one to consider abortion. But I don't know if I could handle another baby especially mentally.

But I don't know if I can go through with aborting..

My husband is very supportive but is definitely keen for abortion.

I don't know what to do..Dr appt tomorrow to book dating scan and go from there.

I'm worried once I see dating scan pics I will want to keep it. But I know I can't handle it in the long run.

Sorry... no real question as such, just venting.

Confused, sad and worried....