Miscarriage and cytotec

On February 24th I found out I was measuring 2 weeks behind which ultimately ended up being a missed miscarriage. Today, I took cytotec to begin processing the loss. This is the worst pain I've ever experienced (psychically and emotionally). To watch a life leave your body and not be able to do anything about it... this was supposed to be our first, and now all we know is loss and hurt. I pray we have our rainbow baby soon 🌈