Glow is telling me to test....

Sarah
But I'm too scared of a BFN. I told myself months ago that won't test until AF is late. I'm so anxious this month, I keep having dreams of getting a BFP and one of being pregnant. But that could just be baby on the brain too much. I want to test but I want to wait... Should I just do it so I don't drive myself crazy?? AF due in two days...