I am 14 nearly 15 and need help with a really bad situation . I am unsure if I can call this sexual assault as it is probably my own fault. I was speaking to a boy ( older than me) that I often when out with and chilled with. He wanted to finger me but at first I didn't know what to do so I just said no . Then when I got home he popped up asking the same question and saying 'beat me b' (sex) ovbs I'm only 14 and don't want to loose my virginity just yet . Me like an fool said I will let him finger me , but when I met him in the park he wasn't alone he was with his friend that was 17. We went to his house (his mum was out) just to chill. We was watching a film but I felt proper uncomfortable because of his friend. He started touching around my  vagina area and then tried to finger me , I pushed his hands away and told him to stop. I just wasn't ready. He seemed really mad but he then tried to song me but I didn't want to as we're not even going out yet we're Just really close and his mate was there. He said 'dead ting then' and his mate said 'say nothin, fridgit' . So I just thought fuck it I like this guy so much and were close enough for this so I snogged him. Then his friend started rubbing up my bum and touching me boobs and stopped kissing turned around and said 'don't ever think you can touch me as if you know me like that'. Than the boy who I was kissing started doing the same and they both were at it. I kept on saying stop and no but they didn't Listen. His friend started put his hands down my pants and fingered me and I tried getting him of and standing up but both of them are too strong. I stood up and they Dragged me on his knee. I ran down stairs and out the house.