Emotional

SNJ • Just to keep it blunt and not sound extremely selfish all I want to fulfill my happiness and feel important in this world is to have a baby with my fiancé, but of course I have worthless insides. :`(
I've had SOOOO much go on lately like soo much and I just started to break down and cry, my fiancé asked me what's wrong and I told him nothing. He got upset with me but really I can't answer him because idk exactly what is wrong. I have so much and it just hit me I guess but there is nothing I can think of that triggered me into crying. I'm thinking my depression is getting worse, I called my therapist but I have to go through the whole process again, idk if I want to do that... Anyone else get like that??