I am curious how everyone feels about the difference in how family is when it is baby number two? I'm not sure if it is a pandemic or what but none of my 4 siblings care. We are godparents and aunt and uncle and have always spoiled and showered every child it is just kind of odd. Even my parents have purchased lavish gifts for each new grandchild and we've received nothing. Even just checking in and saying hi. So weird. We have had no volunteers to help watch our child even though family knows I have been in and out doctors and the hospital with this pregnancy.

I have been blown away by our amazing support of friends. Like thank God for them. Just miss my family on this journey. I am probably being induced early this week and I don't even want to tell our families as no one has cares like wondering how to even tell them baby has arrived lol cause I don't even think they remember there is a baby coming lol.