Got a call that my csection has been scheduled for April 6th... I didnt get any say in when this would take place at all. Kinda feeling out of control maybe its just my emotions and hormones though.

My sons birthday is April 9th so ill probably miss his birthday unfortunately 😔 kinda bitter sweet. Not to mention SO just started a new job (had no choice due to losing one due to covid) so idk if he's even gonna be able to request off. I think im starting to stress 😕