From my 2nd <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle last year I had 3 normal embryos. I had 1 failed FET and 1 miscarriage. The plan was to transfer my last embryo in March/April. Well, AF came today and I’m terrified to make the call to my RE to start BC and the process for the FET. I seriously don’t think I can do it. Was excited and ready until today. Maybe I’m not over the loss of the miscarriage? It was in December. Maybe bc it’s probably my last FET because I’m not sure If I could do a 3rd <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle. I don’t know if my husband would be on board with a 3rd. These cycles have been rough emotional, physically, and of course $$$. The last time I was in this situation with my last embryo it worked. She is almost 2. 😍👶🏾❤️

I’m so scared it will not work and this will be the end of trying to build my family. I’m thinking of waiting a few more months so I can build up the courage to deal with whatever outcome happens.

Am I being negative? It sort of feels like I’m preparing for it not to work. I guess I just know the realistic possibilities.