Where are you my little angel? I’ve prayed so hard you’d come,

But so far you haven’t answered, It’s me again…YOUR MOM!

I’ve wanted you for so long, I’ve prayed so many years,

I’ve tried and tried to find you, I’ve cried so many tears.

Are you somewhere close by waiting? Maybe even inside of me?

Or are you still in heaven waiting until you’re meant to be?

The questions are the hardest even though I know that God has a plan,

I’m still a simple, childless woman who struggles to understand.

It’s so very hard to be patient awaiting your arrival,

But sometimes I feel that this has all become a game of survival.

Maybe you’ll never get here or maybe you’ll be here before the year is through,

Not knowing is the hardest, it leaves me wondering what to do.

The roller coaster of emotions, the highs and the lows,

I never know where I’ll be when the tears start to flow.

My heart aches to love you, in fact it does already,

My arms ache to hold you, my emotions are unsteady.

So much love awaits you, so please let your journey begin,

I keep watching for a sign from you time and time again.

I guess God is waiting to send you to us, until His work is done,

I know that you will help Him finish, you my special one.

If God needs you a little longer, that’s alright with me,

Just know we’ll be here waiting for you to complete our family.

A lot of women can relate to this. It’s sad, but soo touching and I had goose bumps reading it. Good luck ladies 💖💓