Feeling frustrated 😔

Currently 39 wks 4 days. Doctor induced today starting with pitocin. After being on pitocin for 9 hours I had absolutely no progression. 😭 My cerclage I had removed at 36 wks caused some scar tissue which is keeping my cervix from dilating. Now doctor is trying Cervidil to thin my cervix so maybe the scar tissue will give way. I’m feeling like there’s no end in sight. Just frustrated bc my body isn’t doing what it should and I’m having a hard time being away from my first born who is having a rough time not being with mom or dad. 😔😭😔😭😔😭